i dont really have anything to say....
.... so i'll just ramble. i'm good at that. today was a good day. i got 42/40 on my spanish test that we took the other day, then i had mr dwight as a sub. it was so fun, we had a bunch of people in our class that were in his american studies freshman year. i miss that guy, he was a hell of a teacher. i ended up getting a low A on the physics test, but hey it's all good. i need to get high A's though, on all of the tests. no more C's, D's or F's this tri. i slipped back into my habit of not doing homework last night because blake was over and we decorated my dad's birthday cake. that was definitely interesting.
i'm not looking forward to tomorrow. school, eh fine. i really dont want to go to 4th ave rehearsal because i have to work and i dont want to be all nasty. i can really only go for about 15 minutes anyway, so i dont really see it as being too worth it. plus i dont have 6th and 7th hours, so i'd have to go back two hours after i'm out of school, for 15 minutes, then come back home and change and go straight to work. and i dont want to go to work at all because it's a friday night and i know it will be busy and i think we close at 10. blake was supposed to work but ryan switched hours with him so i'll be all by myself. i'm sure fun people are working but i like working with blake. i'll probably end up going straight home from work and sleeping because of 4th ave on saturday and blake will probably be sleeping by the time i get off because he has to go to army drill at 5:30 am on saturday. so he's not coming to the show and i'm terrified that i'll fall again. i bought new non-slip things for the bottom of my shoes and i'm gonna put them on the heels too, because i'm sure that's the part of my shoe that slipped and caused my wipeout on stage.
it sucks that today was such a good day and i'm totally dreading tomorrow. i havent been sleeping well lately, i hate waking up in the winter, it's so cold and all i want to do is stay in my bed. i took a nap at blake's today but i had to get up because he had to go to work and it's my dad's birthday so i had to come home. otherwise i definitely would've just stayed there and slept for about forever.
i'm really tired. i could fall asleep right now and not wake up until tomorrow. but i have to write my diario tonight, something i'm out of the habit of doing. it wasnt that bad first tri but she gave us a huge break at the end of the tri so we havent had one in a few weeks. i was also planning on starting my autobiography for behavioral science but who knows if that will happen. i dont have blake as a distraction tonight so i might get something done after dad's birthday festivities. i'm giving him the oh-so-predictable corvette calendar that we get him every year for his birthday.
i really feel like i'm old. i've done a LOT of christmas shopping already, and it's the beginning of december. and, i peeked in my mom's closet today to see if there was any wrapping paper in there but it was just full of shopping bags obviously filled with christmas presents, and i didnt even snoop. i think i've learned to respect people's privacy a lot more now that i really dont want people going through my stuff. it's just funny because blake acts so secretive, he freaks out if i have his phone or if i see who's calling. but then he tells me i can snoop through calls and i just dont. i gotta trust the guy, i know he likes me a lot and wouldnt cheat on me so i really have no reason to snoop. i just like to freak him out and steal his phone at random.
anyway, this has turned into a random nonsense rambling novel, so i'll bring it to an end. i'm ready for a nap
i'm not looking forward to tomorrow. school, eh fine. i really dont want to go to 4th ave rehearsal because i have to work and i dont want to be all nasty. i can really only go for about 15 minutes anyway, so i dont really see it as being too worth it. plus i dont have 6th and 7th hours, so i'd have to go back two hours after i'm out of school, for 15 minutes, then come back home and change and go straight to work. and i dont want to go to work at all because it's a friday night and i know it will be busy and i think we close at 10. blake was supposed to work but ryan switched hours with him so i'll be all by myself. i'm sure fun people are working but i like working with blake. i'll probably end up going straight home from work and sleeping because of 4th ave on saturday and blake will probably be sleeping by the time i get off because he has to go to army drill at 5:30 am on saturday. so he's not coming to the show and i'm terrified that i'll fall again. i bought new non-slip things for the bottom of my shoes and i'm gonna put them on the heels too, because i'm sure that's the part of my shoe that slipped and caused my wipeout on stage.
it sucks that today was such a good day and i'm totally dreading tomorrow. i havent been sleeping well lately, i hate waking up in the winter, it's so cold and all i want to do is stay in my bed. i took a nap at blake's today but i had to get up because he had to go to work and it's my dad's birthday so i had to come home. otherwise i definitely would've just stayed there and slept for about forever.
i'm really tired. i could fall asleep right now and not wake up until tomorrow. but i have to write my diario tonight, something i'm out of the habit of doing. it wasnt that bad first tri but she gave us a huge break at the end of the tri so we havent had one in a few weeks. i was also planning on starting my autobiography for behavioral science but who knows if that will happen. i dont have blake as a distraction tonight so i might get something done after dad's birthday festivities. i'm giving him the oh-so-predictable corvette calendar that we get him every year for his birthday.
i really feel like i'm old. i've done a LOT of christmas shopping already, and it's the beginning of december. and, i peeked in my mom's closet today to see if there was any wrapping paper in there but it was just full of shopping bags obviously filled with christmas presents, and i didnt even snoop. i think i've learned to respect people's privacy a lot more now that i really dont want people going through my stuff. it's just funny because blake acts so secretive, he freaks out if i have his phone or if i see who's calling. but then he tells me i can snoop through calls and i just dont. i gotta trust the guy, i know he likes me a lot and wouldnt cheat on me so i really have no reason to snoop. i just like to freak him out and steal his phone at random.
anyway, this has turned into a random nonsense rambling novel, so i'll bring it to an end. i'm ready for a nap