Mar 26, 2005 00:22
Sean called me tonight. He said he's sorry for how things were and he wants to be friends. I said okay. But then I went online and told him I'm not so sure. I want someone who actually acts like they care about, not turns on me at the drop of a hat. Not someone who lets one entire statement ruin something good. Not someone who...acts like he has been. I just don't know that I want to be friends with someone like that. He's not the person I thought he was. He's a sad and angry person. Also, new information has since been developed. Quite interesting I must add.
And OMG Carlos called me tonight. I haven't seen him since my birthday so that was awesome. Such a doll.
It's like 3:30am. DC was texting me and it woke me up so I came online to talk to him, which seems to have made him happy. I'm enjoyin' the conversation tremendously. Such a kewl guy. And you better believe I'm being more careful this time. Haha. One thing I learned from Sean is don't trust so easily. That's where they get you. Everyone has been telling me to stop turning everyone down without taking the heart and time to get to know the person because I could be turning down someone great, so that's what I'm trying to do. Like normally I won't go for someone who is shirtless in their pic due to showing off or self-respect, but I've found out the complete opposite of him and he damn well has the right to show it off.
Well back to conversing.