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the tables are turning i think. Or maybe i finally have you feeling the same way as i do. and it's not so much an accomplishment to know that you aren't happy, but i've noticed that neither one of us has been happy since the year started...but for the moments we hung out, i forgot about my unhappiness and smiled a real smile. but now that i think about it, you did use me, but i am finally doing something about it. im hanging out with other people. and while you were online last ngiht and wanted to come pick me up, i had someone else in my bed. and as though i shouldn't feel guilty, i do, but i forgot about it real quick.
but i have a feeling you are doing drugs...and that scares me.
i know deep down u want things to be ok...and now im torn because i don't know whether to walk away or stay and try and help you while killing myself again.
eeer i dont even know what to think anymore.
but things were finally looking up until now...or are they still?
but i have a feeling you are doing drugs...and that scares me.
i know deep down u want things to be ok...and now im torn because i don't know whether to walk away or stay and try and help you while killing myself again.
eeer i dont even know what to think anymore.
but things were finally looking up until now...or are they still?