random update on my drama.

[kewwsey1433]

im better than the other day.

i got drunk and called u to come over. you didnt want to i know, but you did come...i knew i shouldnt have called in the first place because i wanted to wait and see how many days it would take you to call me. but then again i told your roomate we weren't friends...but come on now, friends are there for each other, and you def. were not there for me. not at all that week. and that hurt me. you should have known that.

anyways, you didn't stay long, and so what i got upset when u left because u didnt talk to me.

but i drove when i shouldn't have so we could talk. and i broke down in front of you because i was dying in side. i told you a lot of things, and how i felt.

and i am still bitter, but at least we are friends now. drifting friends.

so while im living in your letters, you are living in hers. im going to get my life together though. i need to make myself happy, JILL YOU DO TOO! so i'm working on keeping busy.

i slept well this weekend for the first time in a week. and i hope this continues...