I can't stop smiling!! =)

[kevs_in_love]

ok sooo yeah today was amazing. instead of going to school i went to see Jess!! I love her so much. i really want to be with her. I want to be with her more then anything. Im just gonna have to keep waiting until she's ready. But yeah we hung out. And she was tired and she slept like the whole time. But its ok. she looks so cute when she sleeps =)... did i mention i haven't been able to stop smiling? ugh i miss her so much. blaaah this is bad.... like i was just with her for like 4 hours and i've only not been with her for like the past 4 and im just blaaah... i miss her soo much! omg today was just amazing! lol i've said that like 5038493284 times... but it really was. she's an amazing kisser. i love the feeling i get when i kiss her. like it just feels soo right when i kiss her. i don't even know how to describe how i feel when we kiss. and today was just like amazing. =) she made me take off my shirt to show her my fat...BLAH but yeah. u know i didn't tell her but im still like really embarrassed at what i told her last night.and i was really really afraid to tell her b/c i was afraid i'd lose her. but she says she doesn't care which makes me really happy because i really believe her and yeah =)! uggggh this morning i kinda didn't want to see her b/c of what i told her last night... like i said i was really really embarrassed and still am. but then i was just like u know what... i really want to see her and yeah... so i did.. and im really glad i did. i kinda can't believe i told her... like i really can't. ive only ever told 2 ppl... and it tooook me literally years before i felt comfortable enough to tell them. and then another thing i don't do is take my shirt off a lot. b/c yeah im fat... so i just dont do it. but jess is just so special to me and means soo much to me... she's different. i want to be with this girl forever. im falling in love with her. =)
I love you Jess