I'm feeling better. still pissed at the world though -bleh
I drove around for a good hour and a half today. Driving is like taking a shower -it's therapy. just you and the road, you have to focus on what you're doing even as your mind wanders and you're able to really think about what's going on in your life or things that just wander past your mind's eye. i needed that drive though. Gas prices suck
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I'm sorry bout all this crap going on. I know it's a hard, hard thing to put up with, and it breeds even harder decisions. From everything I know about you, you've been a surrogate mother to Hailee. My wishes go out to the both of you, that you can find a way to work this out. Your sister is probably not going to change at this point. I hate to be harsh, but it would take a monumentous series of events to put her on the right path. If you want to talk, about anything, even if it's just to shoot the shit and forget about things for the moment, I'm always here.
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and yeah, i agree. she isn't changing. she gives us those brief flashes were hope is once again kindled, but she snuffs it out quicker than dry earth soaking up water. i'm kinda used to the dissapointments she brings. So i really wasn't holding my breath when she said she'd try to 'clean up'. I did tell her i was proud of her to try; but i guess i knew deep down she didn't mean it herself.
but thanks again. It's nice to hear the words "i'm always here". it's a nice change from feeling alone.
~Mel
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