Broken
I am beyond broke. I have a $300.00 debt to pay to CAP, I have an overdue PSE&G bill, and I have to come crawling back home every weekend to pass around my tin cup. I called my dad because he never returned my call about paying my car insurance this month. He had been avoiding me because he also didn't have enough money to pay his bills. He apologized but remained stern enough to say I was foolish for going back to school right after getting my nursing degree. I could barely hold myself together for the rest of the conversation but managed to choke out a pitiful goodbye as I hung up. I had called my grandma previously before spring break and she said she couldn't help me right now because she was in the red with taxes. My mom just took me on a trip to Pennsylvania. There is no way I can get out of this hole without taking out more loans. But that takes time. Time I was stupid enough to waste until it gets this bad. I need a miracle, I need to not be alone right now.