It's time's like this, I wish I was weak and pathetic...cause drugs must have an upside sometimes
"Lights upon the ocean blue, dancing with the winds caress.
A crimson crawl, to the waters edge.
The sun rose slowly, a star in the night.
Birds in flight, are calling here.
Then I knew, all I need is you."
My trip down to SF went well, just trying to figure out credit bills, and how to pay them.
Seeing HIM was pretty cool, granted Valo smokes while performing, which was sorta disgusting.
Gave me a slight headache, and all the standing before hand was horrid, and the people in the concert were farly rude and pushing.
This one old bitch was elbowing people with her daughter infront of her.
I've been to metal concerts with easier going folks.
Bleeding Through, the opening band was pretty heavy, I liked.
I enjoyed it over all though, so that's all that matters.
I hadn't been to a concert in a long while, and the music was decent.
Was better then the last concert I attended at the Warfield.
Was great meeting Leah and her BF, they amuse me.
Not sure what they thought of me though.
Her BF looked at me oddly alot.
Meeting Jaer was awesome, as I suspected.
Theirs just something about meeting someone you've known close to a decade, someone you've gamed with, and helped and talked
and just been there, even though you really couldn't be.
It was still a great experience.
I got's a new CD from Jaer, Venus Doom by HIM, their newest album ^^
Was able to get copies of Blackmore's Night, good stuffs.
One of the credit card companies had a computer error, and charged me 90 bucks, and won't fix their damn problem.
People like that should be lynched with piano wire, after being flayed and rubbed down with salt.
Saw Dionne for a few days, that went all right for the most part.
Watched much B5, not a bad series.
Don't know why it seemed so boring when it was on Scifi i think it was.
Probably the commercials.
Watched some DS9 too.
I've been cleaning like mad the last few days, as we have In Home Support coming here in less then 11 hours.
They are suppose to look the place over, and decide if mom really needs help and if I'm good enough.
They owe me for about 12 weeks of work all ready, so they better keep their promiss about back pay.
Very nervous about all this.
Least one thing I've come to realize, who ever I spend my life with needs to be alot more into cleaning then me, cause I just can't do this much that often. Such a headache I have now, which seems to happens when I do more then just a quick sweep, dishes or vaccum.
Mom did say how much better the place looked and smelled, which was a very nice thing.
Least the kitchen smells better, which is always a plus.
I can't believe how much crap the cats knocked off the table though, I just left it in the long cabnit, cause eh.
No other place to put it really.
So tired, I should get up tomorrow and start some laundry before they get here.
My room is still cluttered, but they shouldn't care about that, since its not moms living area.
If they complain, I'll just give them the whole "Its my room, my right." thing.
If I can get the back pay, and paid regular like by them, then I can pay off a good amount of credit car bills, and maybe
finally get myself something nice.
That would be grand.
Just not sure what i'd get myself.
Lots of things I want, so I'm sure I could figure something out.
Maybe a lap top for school.
Which reminds me, I can't attend the next semester, no car. *Sighs*
Bah, should probably give up on school.
Gnar....Sleep sounds good now, yes.
So much shit in my head to worry about, it's starting to make me a little ill.
Freezing to boot. *Crawls away*