I don't wanna be me. (Great song too)
"FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKFUCKITYFUCKFUCK!"
Mom got a letter about her SSI check.
Good thing: The Lawyers are getting their cut of $68 bucks, since they did shit other then stand there, it was the Oncologist that pushed for her SSI to get through. Otherwise the Lawyers were going to get something like $7000...That's one good thing, they got paid for their actual work. So mom's check will be bigger...
The bad stuff: They wont pay it in one lump sum, it's broken into 3 payments, 1 paid every 6 months.
The first check was only 2k....for 6 months.
That means, she wont get another check till about April.
Which means we can't move or get a running car for another 6 fucking monthes, which means I have to miss another semester of school.
I'll be fucking 30 before I can get out of CR at this rate, and into a proper college.
That's shit-tastic, not even worth it by then, is it?
My bills will just keep piling up, my life will just get shittier, literally.
I'm so sick of all this cleaning and disaffecting.
It hurts to see Mom cry cause she's in pain, least I'm helping.
That's all I can tell myself, more then my sister is doing.
Just so much shit to do, not enough energy to get it done.
I can't even afford new shoes or even socks...I hate holes in my socks.
Mow....Lyrics!
I don't wanna be me anymore
Ever throwing at his home
Two glass houses, twenty stones
Fourteen yellow, six are blue
Could it be worse?.. Quite doubtful.
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
1-2
1-2-3-4.
Two steps forward, three steps back
Without warning, heart attack
He fell asleep in the snow
Never woke up, died alone
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
1-2
1-2-3-4.
[x2]
Please don't dress in black
When you're at his wake
Don't go there to mourn
But to celebrate
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
1-2
1-2-3-4.
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
"
Mom got a letter about her SSI check.
Good thing: The Lawyers are getting their cut of $68 bucks, since they did shit other then stand there, it was the Oncologist that pushed for her SSI to get through. Otherwise the Lawyers were going to get something like $7000...That's one good thing, they got paid for their actual work. So mom's check will be bigger...
The bad stuff: They wont pay it in one lump sum, it's broken into 3 payments, 1 paid every 6 months.
The first check was only 2k....for 6 months.
That means, she wont get another check till about April.
Which means we can't move or get a running car for another 6 fucking monthes, which means I have to miss another semester of school.
I'll be fucking 30 before I can get out of CR at this rate, and into a proper college.
That's shit-tastic, not even worth it by then, is it?
My bills will just keep piling up, my life will just get shittier, literally.
I'm so sick of all this cleaning and disaffecting.
It hurts to see Mom cry cause she's in pain, least I'm helping.
That's all I can tell myself, more then my sister is doing.
Just so much shit to do, not enough energy to get it done.
I can't even afford new shoes or even socks...I hate holes in my socks.
Mow....Lyrics!
I don't wanna be me anymore
Ever throwing at his home
Two glass houses, twenty stones
Fourteen yellow, six are blue
Could it be worse?.. Quite doubtful.
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
1-2
1-2-3-4.
Two steps forward, three steps back
Without warning, heart attack
He fell asleep in the snow
Never woke up, died alone
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
1-2
1-2-3-4.
[x2]
Please don't dress in black
When you're at his wake
Don't go there to mourn
But to celebrate
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
1-2
1-2-3-4.
I don't wanna be me anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
"