writing this from inside the MCU. its funny how humbling it can be to hear the truth about yourself in others eyes. and suddenly I realize that I am wrong, about who I am. not in a horrible was, but in a a way that needs change. I guess for too long I wanted everyone to like me. but I've become too soft spoken. its got me this far yes, but it is now my hurdle to overcome. let me find my voice and my control. let me find my anger and set it off.
I want to make the best with what I have. I will make enemies , but I won't lose friends because short of my wife and a couple others I have no real friends. I'm not invited out. not part of the party. so fuck it, time to get a little bloody
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