At a loss for what to do
So, I could tell today was going to be somewhat blah when I woke up directly after having a dream in which mom put the dirty butter tins in the dishwasher, along with two full sticks of butter, one of which was my expensive dairy-free butter. Needless to say I was very confused and a bit "why would you do that? D:"
Later I spent about half an hour sitting in a lawn chair on the driveway soaking up the sun's rays and trying to think of what else I need to do. I can't trim any more tree until the green trash is empty, organizing the garage is a 2 person job, I can't do any web work for my clients unless they send me something, and I've hoarded all that I can hoard for the project I've been doing. Anything left for that is too big to hoard.
So, what does that leave me? Well, I could fold my laundry, tidy my room, dust. Organise computer files, veg and play Pokemon White, watch mindless tv. Or I could do what mom says and job hunt.
Intellectually, I know that the last is the most obvious choice. I really should get organised and apply for jobs before all the Hiring signs leave the windows. But it's all electronic these days, which means sitting in a dark room on the computer when I want to be outside, and despite doing it many times I'm still always very confused and anxious and befuddled when filling out those forms. Maybe I do need help. *frowns*
Trouble is, today I'd rather drive out and visit a natural history museum or aquarium or something than sit inside and stare at a computer screen.
*sigh*
Later I spent about half an hour sitting in a lawn chair on the driveway soaking up the sun's rays and trying to think of what else I need to do. I can't trim any more tree until the green trash is empty, organizing the garage is a 2 person job, I can't do any web work for my clients unless they send me something, and I've hoarded all that I can hoard for the project I've been doing. Anything left for that is too big to hoard.
So, what does that leave me? Well, I could fold my laundry, tidy my room, dust. Organise computer files, veg and play Pokemon White, watch mindless tv. Or I could do what mom says and job hunt.
Intellectually, I know that the last is the most obvious choice. I really should get organised and apply for jobs before all the Hiring signs leave the windows. But it's all electronic these days, which means sitting in a dark room on the computer when I want to be outside, and despite doing it many times I'm still always very confused and anxious and befuddled when filling out those forms. Maybe I do need help. *frowns*
Trouble is, today I'd rather drive out and visit a natural history museum or aquarium or something than sit inside and stare at a computer screen.
*sigh*