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hmm. its weird to think that itsonly like 10 of 11 and i want to go to bed already. but today was an eventful day and im beat. i dont feel like sitting up waiting for todd to call, because thats just waiting on a lost cause. sigh.
i went to kop today =] actually it was quite dissappointing. and my legs are burning from all of the walking. i didnt get as much as i planned to, but it was enough. still have money left over and getting paid on friday if anyone wants to come shopping with me any time soon. afterwards i had an eboard meeting for wings with conte and cirucci. we got alot done. and then went to michelles w the girls for a girls night. it felt good. hasnt been us 5 hanging out in i dont even know how long. and no boyfriends called in the middle. i miss those nights we used to do absolutlyn othing together yet was still amazing. i love just sitting there talking. i was supposed to go to lbi with a few people from work tomorrow, but of course im not allowed. so im kinda bummed about that. but i guess ill got o chartwell with christy.
im still down. and i know i shouldnt, because well i really dont have a good reason to be. if i am, its bc of my own mistakes. but you know what, im fixing them. as much as i can for the most part. and i feel better, so much better about myself. i made alot of changing this summer, but i think it was all for the better. i really looked at my life in a whole. and i think some people need to do that- and realize what life is about for once.
"and the truth is, ive never fallen so hard"
i went to kop today =] actually it was quite dissappointing. and my legs are burning from all of the walking. i didnt get as much as i planned to, but it was enough. still have money left over and getting paid on friday if anyone wants to come shopping with me any time soon. afterwards i had an eboard meeting for wings with conte and cirucci. we got alot done. and then went to michelles w the girls for a girls night. it felt good. hasnt been us 5 hanging out in i dont even know how long. and no boyfriends called in the middle. i miss those nights we used to do absolutlyn othing together yet was still amazing. i love just sitting there talking. i was supposed to go to lbi with a few people from work tomorrow, but of course im not allowed. so im kinda bummed about that. but i guess ill got o chartwell with christy.
im still down. and i know i shouldnt, because well i really dont have a good reason to be. if i am, its bc of my own mistakes. but you know what, im fixing them. as much as i can for the most part. and i feel better, so much better about myself. i made alot of changing this summer, but i think it was all for the better. i really looked at my life in a whole. and i think some people need to do that- and realize what life is about for once.
"and the truth is, ive never fallen so hard"