Aug 08, 2005 00:19
so where to begin. ive been feeling down for a little bit, and i dont even really know why. dont you hate that? theres so many reasons out there- and theres so many reasons not to be. yet you cant pinpoint the problems in your life that are bothering you the most. no one has a perfect life, by far. everyones got problems, they just handle them differently. and even if youve never had a problem, dont ever say never. cause one day life can just throw you a curve and it could change your life in a minute.
ive got alot of thinking time the last few days. i worked all of saturday, came home and worked at the riversharks game for wings. man, i dont know how those people honestly make a real living out of working there. me and laura were sweating so bad lol. my legs were throbbing from being on them all day, and what did i do today? worked all day again. it wasnt bad at all though.. me and renee had bonding time haha. always fun working with her. went to soccer for a little afterwards. i like my team this year, itll be interesting on how well we do. then went to michelas. who is finnnallyyy home. knocked on michelles door and ran hahaa. that was hysterical. and i love my friends. plain and simple.
its really scarey how fast school is starting again. only like 3 weeks left. but im excited. im going to get lostin north though. youll see me just going around the circle as class is almost over.
i mock michela bc shes scared of everything recently. but for some reason, im starting to too. im scared of school, im scared of growing up, im scared of never making it in life. im scared im jsut never going to be good enough but i guess im mainly just scared about a simple commitment. its one of the scariest things to me in life and ive only tried it once. and it didnt work. so ever since then ive been so hesitant about everything.
warped tour = friday= increddddddibly excited
kop w sween = wednesday= i cannot waiiiiiitttt
and i know im forgetting a million things. sorry.
work schedule
monday 8-2
tuesday 4-930
wed kop
thursday 4-930
friday warped tour
satrday 11-4
sunday off
come visit me. please. anyone wana go to chartwell the days i dont have work til later on? let me know.
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" hi my name is peter and i like soup"
[ me and peter branded eachother. ] took forever to get off