conversation with my sisters boyfriend
"aaddddddddddaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmm (as i am annoyingly putting my feet in his face).....why dont guys like me?"
"because you are mean"
hmm.....
hey guys, i think im coming home next year. baltimore has been fun and ive been enjoying the adventure, but im just about done here. but who knows? i change my mind as the days go by. ive really been thinking about it tho. i havent been able to do a lot of the travelling i wanted to do , besides along the eastern shore, and i really want to go to school. ive had a lot of me time and soul searching time, and what ive discovered is you cant find yourself by running away. and you cant find yourself by hiding away.
im coming home turkey day..yay!...and im really excited! hilary will be home too. i miss her :( i just want some quality time with my sister and my bestest of friends. interjection: why is that i constantly search for something "more"? what was wrong with atlanta? what is so wrong with having amazing friends and an amazing family? what the hell am i looking for? well whatever it is, it isnt in baltimore. so now i know. maybe if i get out more....hmm....maybe...but probably not. i work 24-7 and the only down time i have is when baby brennan is sleeping or when i get home from work. im constantly tired and sick. this is not what i had in mind. the problem is, i want so much, yet im willing to do very little to get it. whats the point of a fresh start if you keep making the same mistakes?
"because you are mean"
hmm.....
hey guys, i think im coming home next year. baltimore has been fun and ive been enjoying the adventure, but im just about done here. but who knows? i change my mind as the days go by. ive really been thinking about it tho. i havent been able to do a lot of the travelling i wanted to do , besides along the eastern shore, and i really want to go to school. ive had a lot of me time and soul searching time, and what ive discovered is you cant find yourself by running away. and you cant find yourself by hiding away.
im coming home turkey day..yay!...and im really excited! hilary will be home too. i miss her :( i just want some quality time with my sister and my bestest of friends. interjection: why is that i constantly search for something "more"? what was wrong with atlanta? what is so wrong with having amazing friends and an amazing family? what the hell am i looking for? well whatever it is, it isnt in baltimore. so now i know. maybe if i get out more....hmm....maybe...but probably not. i work 24-7 and the only down time i have is when baby brennan is sleeping or when i get home from work. im constantly tired and sick. this is not what i had in mind. the problem is, i want so much, yet im willing to do very little to get it. whats the point of a fresh start if you keep making the same mistakes?