there, out in the darkness
im in the city. and being in the city means light pollution. and light pollution means no stars. that never really occurred to me until tonight. i miss the stars. i used to star gaze for hours. i feel like with each fading planet, with each missing constellation, with patches of black, empty sky, a little piece of me gets lost. its imperative for me to be able to look toward the stars as guidance along this journey. but instead i see street lamps and headlights, and helicopters; these lights are blinding. and these lights cause you to lose your way.
so in a desperate attempt to find some star light, i looked up hotel and airfare to charleston for new years. even if i have to go by myself. i can stay 4 nights and fly there for $600. i want to go away for new years..keep it quiet, keep it simple..and megan is really wishy-washy these days (boyfriends always come first..and inevitably make you forget you have plans and dreams of your own. well, its not the boyfriend. its that you dont have enough strength and self worth to want anything for yourself...im getting carried away) so ive decided im going to take a modest vacation. i would love to go somewhere tropical, or to europe. but these places are too extravagant and too expensive. charleston sounds perfect.
so here is an open invitation. if any of you would like to join me ill be renting a hotel or beach house out on folly beach where i will spend a few relaxing days and a few intoxicating nites. happy new years...thanks for all the fish
so in a desperate attempt to find some star light, i looked up hotel and airfare to charleston for new years. even if i have to go by myself. i can stay 4 nights and fly there for $600. i want to go away for new years..keep it quiet, keep it simple..and megan is really wishy-washy these days (boyfriends always come first..and inevitably make you forget you have plans and dreams of your own. well, its not the boyfriend. its that you dont have enough strength and self worth to want anything for yourself...im getting carried away) so ive decided im going to take a modest vacation. i would love to go somewhere tropical, or to europe. but these places are too extravagant and too expensive. charleston sounds perfect.
so here is an open invitation. if any of you would like to join me ill be renting a hotel or beach house out on folly beach where i will spend a few relaxing days and a few intoxicating nites. happy new years...thanks for all the fish