Feb 12, 2005 18:42
I am sick. Again. I swear, I have been sick more days than not this winter. Just comes with the territory of working with kids...disease mongers that they are. I know that I should be working on my paper for school but I just can't seem to get my motivation going...ugh! I just want to crawl in bed and drink juice and sleep. I kind of think that I am just "tapped out" right now. Finding a balance between taking care of myself and keeping up with my responsibilities that I hold dear. It's a tough though. Often I feel selfish and lazy when I reach this point, knowing that I need to rest and get recharged, not having a whole lot to give at the moment...For those of you who may read this, please know that I love you very much and my lack of energy and enthusiasm has nothing to do with my tender feelings for you but it's just me being tired and sick and exhausted...