Boo, Fleh, Blah

Feb 15, 2009 19:02

It's official. I'm sick. I have a fever, I'm hacking and yacking. I had to call out of work today. I felt so lame. I never call out. I was crying because I felt so guilty. Haha. I'm such a dork. It's Sunday, and we never have enough staff on Sundays, the window needs to go up today, etc. So... I felt really bad, but there was no way I could be there today.

In other news, I'm basically having a mental breakdown. I've been pretty depressed, and it's really all starting to show. I cried myself to sleep the other night. I haven't done that in ages. I'm just in a shitty place emotionally. I wish I had insurance so I could get some therapy.

Fleh. I think that my emotional state is taking its toll on my body. I really think that I could have done a better job of fighting this cold if I had any desire to function in the world. I've got to snap out of this.
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