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So God is showing me things whether I know it's coming or not. Tonight I got blasted, motivated, and given a further push in a direction I had only faintly traveled. Since I've recommitted to go another level with Christ, rather than stay where I am, things have been changing. Through my quiet times I've been spoken to, and it's starting to make sense.
And if a kingdom be divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand. And if a house be divided against itself, that house cannot stand...Verily I say unto you, All sins shall be forgiven unto the sons of men, and blasphemies wherewith soever they shall blaspheme
Mark 4:24-25,28
For whosoever shall do the will of God, the same is my brother, and my sister, and mother.
Mark 4:35
O God, thou knowest my foolishness; and my sins are not hid from thee. Let not them that wait on thee, O Lord God of hosts, be ashamed for my sake: let not those that seek thee be confounded for my sake, O Lord God of Israel.
Psalm 69:5-6
I keep screwing up, and He keeps forgiving me, which is so awesome. I say thatI need more faith, which I do (who doesn't, lol), because I've never let God handle a complete situation that would change how the rest of my life would turn out-I thought I could plan it.
It hit me, though. When I bowed down, surrendering my life to him, that was it. My whole life on this earth is in his hands, and has been-I've been too proud and stupid to realize it!
This thing with me transferring to Liberty-God has it for me, or he doesn't-I don't want to go the way he doesn't want me to go. What's the point about stressing over something that the creator of everything, the one who died and rose again just to show how much he cares, has to take care of? I have a feeling he can handle it, what with that infinite wisdom and all. The question is, will I do what he says whether I like it or not? Well, I've just undergone that with other desires that were in my mind that were not the same as God's.
Now, onto what I saw tonight-I watched a movie.
Have you ever seen a movie based off of a true story-good, now go back to your seat-give them a hand, will ya!
Anyways, End of the Spear was viewed at the Phillips' house tonight, and it reminded me of something that is amazing-spreading the word of God to those who've never heard it-a lifestyle completely new. I don't want to summarize the movie, but it reminded me of what Christ's love can do, and how I long to do that again. I want to go further this time-completely out of my comfort zone, not caring the dangers....He's too important to keep to a select few!
Anyways, that's all for now, stay tuned later for more!