I want to listen
fuck the dentist. fuck cavities. i'm never ever going again. i've never cried at the dentist in my life. but today i felt like such a pussey. okay so he sticks the needle in my mouth and i've always been fine with this.. but today. myyyyy god. he jabbed me in the face and then the numbness went to my fucking ear. it hurt so much, it was really weird. and wicked not fun. i cried and the nurse was like aww hunny are you alright? and obviously when someone askes if your alright you just start getting more upset so i kept on crying. it was wicked lame but she was super nice. OKK then he started drilling. that noise is just unbareable for me right now. it hurt so much even though my whole face was numb. AHHH. needless to say.. i'm never going back. i don't care if a tooth rots out of my face. =)
i don't know i'm feeling lately
uneasy?
i'm probably just pmsing.
hopefully i'm pmsing.
on a lighter note:
work today was so much fun.. i love my job and i love every single one of my babies. even if they throw up on me and i have to wipe their asses on a daily basis. i want to do it for the rest of my life. yesterday zoey took her FIRST STEPS EVER to me. that's the kind of stuff that makes wiping ass and cleaning up spit ups worth it. and how excited she was when she came stumbling into my arms, i've never felt so good. the other teachers started crying because they've known her since she was only a month old. =)
work always makes me forget about the bad things during the day
So make me promises..
The kind I know you can keep
And while I'm losing my mind
I hope your home finding sleep
Cause you and I both know that
That's not the case
Because the look on your face
Gives all your secrets away.
<3
i love you.
a l l w a y s
i don't know i'm feeling lately
uneasy?
i'm probably just pmsing.
hopefully i'm pmsing.
on a lighter note:
work today was so much fun.. i love my job and i love every single one of my babies. even if they throw up on me and i have to wipe their asses on a daily basis. i want to do it for the rest of my life. yesterday zoey took her FIRST STEPS EVER to me. that's the kind of stuff that makes wiping ass and cleaning up spit ups worth it. and how excited she was when she came stumbling into my arms, i've never felt so good. the other teachers started crying because they've known her since she was only a month old. =)
work always makes me forget about the bad things during the day
So make me promises..
The kind I know you can keep
And while I'm losing my mind
I hope your home finding sleep
Cause you and I both know that
That's not the case
Because the look on your face
Gives all your secrets away.
<3
i love you.
a l l w a y s