knee deep, head over heels
sick sick sick. there's something a bit wrong in not having any money....
here's the deal. i get sick and go to thagard. doc gives me prescription, but can't fill it cause i have no money. start to feel better on my own and get sick again. LAAAAAME!!!!!!!
okay. had a chat with a good friend of mine. went a little something like this, i know i have a problem. doctor even said it. but why can't i do anything about it?? i'm fucking aware that it exists and is making my life a living hell, but i don't change anything. i try to and give up. what the hell, bro? why do i get involved in relationships i know for a fact will hurt me. she said i was too good a person to be depressed and i needed to surround myself with people that are good for me and make me feel happy and good about myself. UHHHHDDDUUUUHHHHH!!!!!! why the hell didn't i think of that?!?!?!
maybe its lj's fault...yes. rather than deal with the problems that have manifested themselves over the past year and a half i've just got on the computer and bitched. its a damn beautiful day and i'm sitting inside on the computer bitching. wait.....i'm sitting by myself. oh my god. there is seriously no one here...my how i've longed for this day. sweet jesus. i need to leave the house but i don't want to...curses
here's the deal. i get sick and go to thagard. doc gives me prescription, but can't fill it cause i have no money. start to feel better on my own and get sick again. LAAAAAME!!!!!!!
okay. had a chat with a good friend of mine. went a little something like this, i know i have a problem. doctor even said it. but why can't i do anything about it?? i'm fucking aware that it exists and is making my life a living hell, but i don't change anything. i try to and give up. what the hell, bro? why do i get involved in relationships i know for a fact will hurt me. she said i was too good a person to be depressed and i needed to surround myself with people that are good for me and make me feel happy and good about myself. UHHHHDDDUUUUHHHHH!!!!!! why the hell didn't i think of that?!?!?!
maybe its lj's fault...yes. rather than deal with the problems that have manifested themselves over the past year and a half i've just got on the computer and bitched. its a damn beautiful day and i'm sitting inside on the computer bitching. wait.....i'm sitting by myself. oh my god. there is seriously no one here...my how i've longed for this day. sweet jesus. i need to leave the house but i don't want to...curses