i put on my dancin shoes...and i liked it

[kentucky916]

this weekend i had a couple pairs of dancin shoes. newbalance and three inch heels. i was suprised that my drunk ass held up in those things, but i rocked them, and rocked them well.

also had a little epiphany...with a little effort, i can look just as good, if not better than half the bitches i see strutin their stuff up and down tennessee street. but unlike most of the girls, i realize that if i do it all the time, the novelty will wear off.

finding a balance is essential. not just with makeup and low cut shirts, but with everything. its damn hard. the more i try and do it, the more i realize that i'm not destined for a life in the middle. i'm off balance and wierd. i'm a stubborn monkey who has to do everything for myself. i like it. gives me a feeling that everything is an adventure. throwing on a pair of heels, some eyeliner and a slinky top and going dancing with the closet of friends is just as memorable as sitting around in sweat pants and a wife beater all day talking shit with my girls. i guess i create my own balance, i'm just on a different scale.

i learn as i go. i party as i go. i love as i go. i hurt as i go.