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[kenshai]

Well my week has been alright, not much new has happened other than im thinking a little different and maybe bit more sensible; better than the way that got me depressed at certain times. Greg/Steven's b-day party was tonight i wish kristin coudlve gone maybe i wouldnt of been so blank. Anyway i shot some really good pool tonight and played some pretty good ddr but the floor there really hurts to play on with just socks and the pad my feet are sore from 4 songs... I dont know what to do anymore....i need a change good or bad...either way it doesnt matter but good is preferred..without getting hurt i hope i need help with some things that i dont know how to explain and dont make sense in my mind. oh well maybe it will change by christmas...maybe the break and family will cheer me up?....i highly doubt it but who knows. i want to spend more time with people that make me happy but that seems dificult for now and will remain for a little while..oh well not a very good entry and im thinking i may update in the next hour to next few days depending how im thinking and feeling...

Farewell,
Ryan

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