oh nine.
jeez, how long has it been since i blogged? lets do an update.
first off, happy new years, happy holidays to everyone. i hope everyone's new years celebration was awesome, because mine wasnt. haha. i think i just made a new world record. i got drunk in the backseat of my best friend's car, and got kicked out of esco's in like a matter of, two hours. acttually, i entered esco's and got kicked out within fifteen minutes. seriously. needless to say, i have no memory of new years eve. well, barely. my poor friends. well, vicky ended up taking care of me, i felt horrible for her!! thanks, love. 'x]
my winterbreak has been kind of crazy, i've been with my closest friends, vicky and chino. i mean, its been fun. i know once school starts again, i'll be like, secluded from the world, but oh well, i guess thats how i have to be. i have to handle my responsibilities first. this winter break has opened my eyes to a lot. i always told myself i didnt need anyone. i really dont, but i realized that the one thing i will always need is the company of good friends. i dont know how i wouldve gone through this whole break without them. i wouldve been depressed out the ass.
as for the fiance, ive been worrying about him a lot. a couple of arguments here or there. his deployment is really testing the waters. i dont know where all this will go. hopefully we'll make it, but my intuition tells me everythign will be alright. now, theres tis trip we have to take to north carolina for when he gets back. its all ive been thinking about. i just cant wait until he comes home. i keep picturing him come off that plane and just hugging him, holding him and never letting him go. yes. i just made myself sound like a herb, but whatever. love does it to you.
so, i know i hate new years resolutions, but i guess i've made a couple of them. one, of course, is everyone else's: lose some weight. save money, upgrade my job, keep my scholarship. hahaha. vague, but whatever.
first off, happy new years, happy holidays to everyone. i hope everyone's new years celebration was awesome, because mine wasnt. haha. i think i just made a new world record. i got drunk in the backseat of my best friend's car, and got kicked out of esco's in like a matter of, two hours. acttually, i entered esco's and got kicked out within fifteen minutes. seriously. needless to say, i have no memory of new years eve. well, barely. my poor friends. well, vicky ended up taking care of me, i felt horrible for her!! thanks, love. 'x]
my winterbreak has been kind of crazy, i've been with my closest friends, vicky and chino. i mean, its been fun. i know once school starts again, i'll be like, secluded from the world, but oh well, i guess thats how i have to be. i have to handle my responsibilities first. this winter break has opened my eyes to a lot. i always told myself i didnt need anyone. i really dont, but i realized that the one thing i will always need is the company of good friends. i dont know how i wouldve gone through this whole break without them. i wouldve been depressed out the ass.
as for the fiance, ive been worrying about him a lot. a couple of arguments here or there. his deployment is really testing the waters. i dont know where all this will go. hopefully we'll make it, but my intuition tells me everythign will be alright. now, theres tis trip we have to take to north carolina for when he gets back. its all ive been thinking about. i just cant wait until he comes home. i keep picturing him come off that plane and just hugging him, holding him and never letting him go. yes. i just made myself sound like a herb, but whatever. love does it to you.
so, i know i hate new years resolutions, but i guess i've made a couple of them. one, of course, is everyone else's: lose some weight. save money, upgrade my job, keep my scholarship. hahaha. vague, but whatever.