baby, we're hangin on a string.
250AM. true, indeed. we're hangin on a string. do we keep on fighting to keep something alive? we're not even on the same page anymore.
its almost christmas evem, christmas, etc. and we're still going at it. are we going at it because we care too much, or because we dont care anymore? i dont want it to be over, but it seems thats the only time i dont need your respect.
i called my therapist today. i'll be seeing her again after christmastime. i'll be seeing her on a normal basis like i used to last summer (summer of '07). i bought myself a siamese fighting fish. beat depression, so that something needs my care. he looks sad already. his name is chowder. he's sad, sitting at the bottom of the vase that the flowers that i was sent, came in. and the ring, it just feels right, thats why i haven't taken it off yet. eventually, it will have to.
uh, i was watchign 'my best friends wedding' today. yeah, the movie with julia roberts. i cried, haha, its funny, because i think every girl has a "michael". only people who have seen the movie knows what i mean. but you know what, i dont think i have a michael. i would have to think really hard, afterall, im really young. anyhow, that movie is a must see.
epic fail. my life is a mess.