Tiresome people
So this and so that. I just want to relax with people who aren't so... depressing or something. I don't know but they're annoying and hypocritical. They're all about living life and shit but you know what? Spending thirty minutes complaining about how much stuff you have to do and how depressed you are is just freaking annoying. I have just as much stuff to do and am just as sad to leave my friends here as you are. Get a better freaking outlook on life, take it for what it is. See the good, have fun. Get off your freaking high horse and stop complaining about what you didn't get a chance to do here, there is no way you'd get to do everything. You do what you can and be grateful you got to do that. I hate it when people take what they have for granted. Think of how many amazing things you did get to do. Why would you be focusing on your regrets? Freaking annoying.
Man, I was in such a good mood before this. Although I feel better now, getting that off my chest. Going home is a bittersweet exciting and nervous prospect. I'm a bit scared. I'm second guessing myself. All I know is it'll all work out in the end. I don't want to be gone from Portland for the summer either. I love Portland in the summer. Well, I love Portland all the time, but especially in the summer. Rochester in the summer? Basically I see it being a muggy, nasty version of it in other seasons. But I also feel like I have a rope holding me up, pulling me in. I'm strong enough to pull myself up most of the time, even help somebody else up, except those rare instances. I just hope it doesn't turn out to be a tug-of-war.
Man, I was in such a good mood before this. Although I feel better now, getting that off my chest. Going home is a bittersweet exciting and nervous prospect. I'm a bit scared. I'm second guessing myself. All I know is it'll all work out in the end. I don't want to be gone from Portland for the summer either. I love Portland in the summer. Well, I love Portland all the time, but especially in the summer. Rochester in the summer? Basically I see it being a muggy, nasty version of it in other seasons. But I also feel like I have a rope holding me up, pulling me in. I'm strong enough to pull myself up most of the time, even help somebody else up, except those rare instances. I just hope it doesn't turn out to be a tug-of-war.