If you're gonna play the game boy, you gotta learn to play it right

May 14, 2007 21:32

So I guess I've been thinking a lot lately... I haven't really come to any conclusions really, just thinking. I just had a pretty busy day which sucked a lot. But now I'm completely done with my mapping class which is amazing considering I still have 4 weeks left before classes officially end. Its weird to think that if I was in Rochester right now I'd be done with school... or close to being done. And then I'd be a senior. How did that happen? I just started college how can I be almost done? Only one year left... that sucks balls. I want to be in college forever... well maybe not the classes forever and maybe not the stress forever but being this age is pretty sweet.

I want to go to grad school and I want to get a job but I want something comfortable. Something that is dynamic and challenging but something I'm really good at. I think its natural that people tend to like doing things they're good at. Although I always have liked a challenge, I also like to be able to beat the challenge.

I've liked coming here. Its like a second chance at college, a new start... and I learned things from the last time. I got to do things in my own terms and I've met some really amazing people... and I've actually had the courage to let them know me as well. Something I am very proud of. I suppose it was easier knowing that I'd only be here for 6 months. Although it will be a similar situation at Rochester, I'm only going to be there for a year... I should keep that in mind.

I wonder if I've changed a lot. I know I have some. Am I going to be able to be the same person I was when I left? Are other people going to be able to adapt with me or have I given up something by coming and being changed? Whatever the case I'm still glad I'm here. Its good to expand your horizons.
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