I don't know how I'd survive Ken's hospitalization without kickboxing. I've been taking extra class since he was committed; it really helps. I don't have time to brood and as a bonus I get an adrenaline high and keep toned ( Read more... )

I'm just now noticing that I've been freakishly happy this week. Maybe it was the singing and dancing in the shower that tipped me off. Very odd behavior...at least the dancing part. <.< >.> Actually, it was because all my friends keep commenting on how I seem really happy and can't stop smiling. It was kind of freaking them out; very amusing ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to write, but it's better than staring at a blank screen. I'm tired and sore and wish I was back with Ken. I left his apartment to tromp through the freezing wind and snow so I'd have my uniform for school today just to be told it's a snow day because of wind chill. *shakes head* Whatever, I was thinking of skipping today ( Read more... )

I can't believe that I did it. It just was so...unreal. I kissed Ken. Ken kissed me. There was a lot of kissing. It's really weird with tongue rings, but nice. AHHHHH! *hits self* God, I'm so stupid! I did...things with Ken and I'm blabbering about how nice kissing is! We practically had sex...I think. I don't even know! I'm so fucking confused! He ( Read more... )