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hi yall! long time no write i know..... haha wow so much has been going on in my life with so many very special people... i mean first off, theres my best friend, abigail pattie schultzer... :-) i mean shes there for me for everything, listening to my sadness, my laughter, my freestyle rap, to even the most stupid things.... shes there seriously yall need to get abby as your best friend, cuz shes the best at it.... thanks for listening sweetheart!
and then theres dj, wow what more do i say? i love that kid seriously so much.... and that scares me... like i am so thankful god put him in my life, hes the greatest ever and although weve both realized were totally not perfect, but were perfect for eachother and will be perfect together... and i cant wait til we are face to face and can be with eachother in person.... part of me is afraid though, i have had my heart broken so terribly before that it scares me me falling this fast for someone wonderful, i mean it truly is fate that were together an everything, but i dunno.... i dont wanna go through that again, but i gotta have faith i guess, thats the only "cure" for this, and he deserves my whole heart.... but does anyone see how id be scared? i dunno i just love him a lot, but who knows what real love is? i sure dont anymore? but thats ok.... someday i will know and when i walk down that aisle.... wow itll be amazing.... and yall who read this yall are invited to my wedding :-D i cant wait, i really cant wait to get married and start a family... it will seriously be awesome and wow the highlight of everything!! and to do that with the one person i cant live a day without, my soul mate.... arent you guys pumped? i guess im some hopeless romantic though, although some thouhts of doubt and fear that i wont find the one im meant to be with come to mind and i get scared and depressed thinking of that, then i realize come on its me, im sure ill find him or hell find me and ill be happpy foooooooorrrrr ever! wooo hooo wow thats some of my fantasies haha..... love... my hopes,dream, and future!!!
ok thats all i got for now.... oh yeah i love boys tennis haha
<3 kels
and then theres dj, wow what more do i say? i love that kid seriously so much.... and that scares me... like i am so thankful god put him in my life, hes the greatest ever and although weve both realized were totally not perfect, but were perfect for eachother and will be perfect together... and i cant wait til we are face to face and can be with eachother in person.... part of me is afraid though, i have had my heart broken so terribly before that it scares me me falling this fast for someone wonderful, i mean it truly is fate that were together an everything, but i dunno.... i dont wanna go through that again, but i gotta have faith i guess, thats the only "cure" for this, and he deserves my whole heart.... but does anyone see how id be scared? i dunno i just love him a lot, but who knows what real love is? i sure dont anymore? but thats ok.... someday i will know and when i walk down that aisle.... wow itll be amazing.... and yall who read this yall are invited to my wedding :-D i cant wait, i really cant wait to get married and start a family... it will seriously be awesome and wow the highlight of everything!! and to do that with the one person i cant live a day without, my soul mate.... arent you guys pumped? i guess im some hopeless romantic though, although some thouhts of doubt and fear that i wont find the one im meant to be with come to mind and i get scared and depressed thinking of that, then i realize come on its me, im sure ill find him or hell find me and ill be happpy foooooooorrrrr ever! wooo hooo wow thats some of my fantasies haha..... love... my hopes,dream, and future!!!
ok thats all i got for now.... oh yeah i love boys tennis haha
<3 kels