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hey yall! wow so much goes on in my life thers just not enough lj for it..... and also im too lazy to write oh well though..... so im pretty sure i love so many people and i am so grateful for them just when my life seemed near the end it sprung back to life and i mean i couldnt be happier.... my life was hell a while back and if someone would have asked hows life a month ago id probably say somehing like this " whats life i dont want mine" but now if someone asks me that id say " fabulous terrific wonderful (anything along the lines of that) and i couldnt be better isnt it awesome to be alive and live this day together!" see how much things have turned around?? its amazing and i think god actually is doing this and putting so many people in my life with so many wonderful opportunities and "the right fishies ;-) " i mean i almost lost god but i finally realized he did that for a reason, surprisingly i took his side cuz i am pretty stubborn but i mean, like i see it his way and im soooo glad.... like seriously i wonder if i would have compltely lost him which i was seconds from doing..... would this even happen to me today? so i thank god for what hes doing in my life and everything wow.... i mean he took the one or second thing i cared for most in this world... and my heart was torn never to be fixed again..... of course, in a sense i am still broken but thank god im finally rebuilding the sun is f inally shining my way.... about darn time if you ask me but im happy for it anyways!!
abby- thanks for bringing me back.... you saved my life literally you did.... i wonder would i be feeling this way if you didnt come to my rescue you truly are my "lifeguard and lifesaver" youre my hero i guess and thank you
dj- youre the man and i have absolutely loved our convos... and meeting your whole family via the web cam you got just so we can talk.... awe i love you so much you mean so much to me.... youre an awesome person and our dreams rock and our future ;-) thanks for all the smiles
noah- youre awesome our realllly long and realllly late night talks are sooo fun i cant wait to hang out soon. youre an amazing person....
georgia- well goodness obviously i will always love yall you make me smile everyday when i wake up and see the pics of you guys i just smile.... and i miss you guys soo much yall mean so much to me i cant even explain it... im glad we still are in touch.... because i cant imagine what it would be like to lose such best amazing friends like yall..... my life really would have gone down the drain.... i miss you guys.... dont forget me... cuz ill never forget you
well thats kinda a lot i guess..... and im too lazy to type the rest you dont have to read all of this.... its a loti
i love everyone of you guys!!
<333
kels
abby- thanks for bringing me back.... you saved my life literally you did.... i wonder would i be feeling this way if you didnt come to my rescue you truly are my "lifeguard and lifesaver" youre my hero i guess and thank you
dj- youre the man and i have absolutely loved our convos... and meeting your whole family via the web cam you got just so we can talk.... awe i love you so much you mean so much to me.... youre an awesome person and our dreams rock and our future ;-) thanks for all the smiles
noah- youre awesome our realllly long and realllly late night talks are sooo fun i cant wait to hang out soon. youre an amazing person....
georgia- well goodness obviously i will always love yall you make me smile everyday when i wake up and see the pics of you guys i just smile.... and i miss you guys soo much yall mean so much to me i cant even explain it... im glad we still are in touch.... because i cant imagine what it would be like to lose such best amazing friends like yall..... my life really would have gone down the drain.... i miss you guys.... dont forget me... cuz ill never forget you
well thats kinda a lot i guess..... and im too lazy to type the rest you dont have to read all of this.... its a loti
i love everyone of you guys!!
<333
kels