Yeah...
So,I had to write to him in 2nd period asking if he'd read the letter I wrote to him yesterday. Here is the note we wrote back and forth and what I think of it(I'll put it under a cut,it's angsty and has a wee bit of bad language,you are warned)
Jacob,
So,did you read the note?
Yes, but I think of you as that cool friend I can party with and talk to about stuff. I'm not really looking for a girlfriend right now anyways.
Ok that's cool.Just wanted to check.
Sweet!
Holy fucking shit! I give up! I can so translate his reply:Your like one of the guys,and your the only one I get to go to when I want to talk about something like everyone else does seeing how that is all that your good for. Oh, and when I am looking for a girlfriend, you won't be one of my choices.
Lovely!
Lets just break whatever is left of my fucking heart from the last time I shared my feelings with someone!
Jeez, couldn't he tell that was a terribly fake fucking reply from me???No, it is not cool. Now I have to go through this whole unrequitted love thing,again!Gah! That's it,I'm not sharing out my feelings ever again to anyone! Hell, I was almost crying in 2nd period,could he not notice? I could so feel the tears welling up in my eyes. Damn. I hate this.
Bad day for this shit to happen because my grandma,grandpa,uncle,and other grandpa is coming down for dinner. I swear,they say one damn wrong thing I will go absolute ape shit on their asses! I really don't think I'm going to make it through 3-4 hours of them all. If they go on about anything related to boyfriend,how school was,or that they're so happy that I'm 'the good girl' they are not going to be expecting my reply of 'PISS OFF!' I hope for their sake they realize the bad mood I'm in...or they'll be sorry.
Well, I'm going to stop writing right now before I go nutters from all this shit.
Hope everyone else had a better day!
love,
me
Jacob,
So,did you read the note?
Yes, but I think of you as that cool friend I can party with and talk to about stuff. I'm not really looking for a girlfriend right now anyways.
Ok that's cool.Just wanted to check.
Sweet!
Holy fucking shit! I give up! I can so translate his reply:Your like one of the guys,and your the only one I get to go to when I want to talk about something like everyone else does seeing how that is all that your good for. Oh, and when I am looking for a girlfriend, you won't be one of my choices.
Lovely!
Lets just break whatever is left of my fucking heart from the last time I shared my feelings with someone!
Jeez, couldn't he tell that was a terribly fake fucking reply from me???No, it is not cool. Now I have to go through this whole unrequitted love thing,again!Gah! That's it,I'm not sharing out my feelings ever again to anyone! Hell, I was almost crying in 2nd period,could he not notice? I could so feel the tears welling up in my eyes. Damn. I hate this.
Bad day for this shit to happen because my grandma,grandpa,uncle,and other grandpa is coming down for dinner. I swear,they say one damn wrong thing I will go absolute ape shit on their asses! I really don't think I'm going to make it through 3-4 hours of them all. If they go on about anything related to boyfriend,how school was,or that they're so happy that I'm 'the good girl' they are not going to be expecting my reply of 'PISS OFF!' I hope for their sake they realize the bad mood I'm in...or they'll be sorry.
Well, I'm going to stop writing right now before I go nutters from all this shit.
Hope everyone else had a better day!
love,
me