So tired...
Happy birthday Melissa! Happy birthday dad (tomorrow)! ok so I feel really bad about the Swing Dance last night. I was so tired and unresponsive and I really just hope that Drew didn't think I was trying to tell him to back off. Because I wasn't. I was merely in high heels, almost fainting, and just trying to walk straight and not step on him while dancing (I think I did step on him a few times lol). I didn't want to complain because I do that too much just because I am sick too much. So I just kept quiet and tried to pretend like I was my normal self. So I'll talk to him later and apologize for being so un-myself and un-fun... Still, I did kiss him goodnight so I think we're ok...I just would hate to think that he didn't have fun because of me... oh yeah and I taught a couple of other guys to dance too and let Kjel teach me a different kind of spin. Is that wrong? To dance with other guys? I worry that it might be and that I made Drew feel bad or something. Plus, I was so unresponsive... I tried to smile a lot and we held hands practically the whole time, but I still wasn't nearly as into it as I was on Thursday. So I am going to talk to him later... perhaps tonight online or on the phone... if he calls me as promised. I kissed him and said "Call me tomorrow...?" and he just sort of nodded in surprise (both pairs of parents were within sight, although I'm pretty sure only one or two saw me kiss him). lol so yeah... I screwed up majorly last night.