To call or not to call??
That is the question... I want to talk to him, but is calling him really the best solution? I'm on AIM, and he is not... so I am waiting for a call or some sort of contact. I really should talk to him though and I have an excuse because I need to move our movie date to Sunday. I just hate having to feel like I am waiting for him to call me and end up calling him all the time. I mean... I know he's shy, but can't he just call me? It's his turn lol! So I dont know... should I call and risk looking desperate, or not and risk making him mad because I have to cancel on short notice. hmmm... I'll figure it out.
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Why should I be worried? Isn't he my boyfriend? And if so, then doesnt that give me liscence to call him whenever I want to? I dont know... I guess I just dont want to make him think that I'm pushy or clingy or anything. I am just still wanting to see him or talk to him every spare moment I have... which is not bad because I have practiced quite a bit of self-control thank ya very much! I have not called him every night. Only two or three times in the last couple of weeks. The problem for me is that I am not normally that social anyways, so I dont know how much is normal or expected of me. Maybe I've been calling him too much... or too little... but how should I know lol! Well, yeah. I'll vent or rejoice more later, depending on my mood.
~Kelsey
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Why should I be worried? Isn't he my boyfriend? And if so, then doesnt that give me liscence to call him whenever I want to? I dont know... I guess I just dont want to make him think that I'm pushy or clingy or anything. I am just still wanting to see him or talk to him every spare moment I have... which is not bad because I have practiced quite a bit of self-control thank ya very much! I have not called him every night. Only two or three times in the last couple of weeks. The problem for me is that I am not normally that social anyways, so I dont know how much is normal or expected of me. Maybe I've been calling him too much... or too little... but how should I know lol! Well, yeah. I'll vent or rejoice more later, depending on my mood.
~Kelsey