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First off: I hate people. We all know that.
However, there are a select few people that I don't hate.
When those people do something or get together or plan something that doesn't involve me, I feel excluded.
It doesn't matter what it is. I feel excluded. And feeling excluded feels like ass.
I'm not sure why I feel this way though. I mean, half the time it's me overreacting. Maybe it's attention based. Maybe I just want to feel like I count. Maybe I try too hard to fit where I'm not needed, or more importantly where I'm not wanted.
I makes me really sad when those select few people that I don't hate, let me down.
*sigh* Today began as a really good day. Story of my life.
However, there are a select few people that I don't hate.
When those people do something or get together or plan something that doesn't involve me, I feel excluded.
It doesn't matter what it is. I feel excluded. And feeling excluded feels like ass.
I'm not sure why I feel this way though. I mean, half the time it's me overreacting. Maybe it's attention based. Maybe I just want to feel like I count. Maybe I try too hard to fit where I'm not needed, or more importantly where I'm not wanted.
I makes me really sad when those select few people that I don't hate, let me down.
*sigh* Today began as a really good day. Story of my life.