Oh gosh..

[kels00314]

I've got that feeling. The one where you know the one you love is fading away from you and as much as you're holding on, he's pushing away. What a cool feeling. He told me he has a lot on his mind so he's not thinking about me as much as he used to. Isn't that like, preparation for a break-up? Thats what i do when i break up with someone.. prepare them, then do it so its less harsh. He says he still loves me a lot and he wont break up with me, but i also dont want him to stay with me because of sympathy. I really dont have anything beside him. Al & Scott are annexing themselves. Eric and I meet in between each class. His mom i'd miss too. Jack would miss him too much. I dunno, I'm pmsing... but these thoughts have been lasting a while. Im not even myself lately..

Sorry.. that was on my mind and i thought i'd write it cuz i have nothing else to write, considering theres nothing else i think about..