So... this is a cool feeling..
So Amanda Martin died. I didn't really know her, i mean, i could pick her out in a crowd if someone asked who she was, but either way.. this is weird. No one i have ever known has died. My gmpa died but I was too young to remember him. Its just a weird feeling, death is.
I love eric.. too much. I hope he doesn't leave me.
Allison is kinda gone now. Scott hates me because i said she was better off with Jon Ray.. and he hated me before because im selfish...uh huh so he's quite manipulative. She would have been tho.. cuz jon wasn't into drugs as much as he is now.. and if she didn't do it, he wouldnt have any reason too and allison would be a good person and not be another version of $$cott but he has kat and kat and jon are perfect for each other because i can see that jon is even a better person than he was before.. and kat isn't hanging out so much with some seletive few that dont know how to run their lives correctly. I talked to allison last night and it was cool but i guess not. I rode the bus home and it kinda seemed like her and justin jumped when i got on kinda like.. "whoaa gotta stop talkin shit now.. umm so.. how about them astros?" but maybe im paranoid. Either way she didn't wanna drive me home cuz she was liek.. "uhh if u really want me too". So there goes allison and scott can take pics and do her whenever he pleases. :0~!
Some situations with Eric have gotten me seriously.. not right in the head. Life is pretty rough right now, but i shouldnt talk because i dont have it near as rough as eric does, but for him to go through everything and me watch it... i need him.. i need him so much.... his love is weakening...
I love eric.. too much. I hope he doesn't leave me.
Allison is kinda gone now. Scott hates me because i said she was better off with Jon Ray.. and he hated me before because im selfish...uh huh so he's quite manipulative. She would have been tho.. cuz jon wasn't into drugs as much as he is now.. and if she didn't do it, he wouldnt have any reason too and allison would be a good person and not be another version of $$cott but he has kat and kat and jon are perfect for each other because i can see that jon is even a better person than he was before.. and kat isn't hanging out so much with some seletive few that dont know how to run their lives correctly. I talked to allison last night and it was cool but i guess not. I rode the bus home and it kinda seemed like her and justin jumped when i got on kinda like.. "whoaa gotta stop talkin shit now.. umm so.. how about them astros?" but maybe im paranoid. Either way she didn't wanna drive me home cuz she was liek.. "uhh if u really want me too". So there goes allison and scott can take pics and do her whenever he pleases. :0~!
Some situations with Eric have gotten me seriously.. not right in the head. Life is pretty rough right now, but i shouldnt talk because i dont have it near as rough as eric does, but for him to go through everything and me watch it... i need him.. i need him so much.... his love is weakening...