Goodbye
Well.. Im leaving tomorrow at about 9:15 in the morning. Im glad I got to see all my girl friends again this morning. It was a good time. Im going to miss them like crazy. Im gunna miss alot of people like crazy. All my friends that are also going to college, Katie Tregoe! Jenn.. all my church buddies! and I was just getting closer with Matt! Im gunna miss that kid. Him and Will were so awesome to me at camp hope.
I was really sad earlier because I felt that no one really cared I was leaving. But I got that out of my system. I think Im just actually really nervous about college and stuff. Ive said it all before.. being afraid of no one liking me, not being good enough in my classes, not being good enough in the guard. Im going to be living with someone I dont know at all. And she kind of seems a little controlling lol Im not the greatest with people telling me what to do, unless I ask them to.
So I guess Ill just see how it goes.
I guess I dont have too much to worry about because I will be online like everyday, so for the people that care, Ill still be able to talk. and Ill get my shepherd contact info up and stuff just incase someone needs me for something, I dunno.
It was really hard saying goodbye to Kati, Dakota, and Jenny today. Jill Im going to see on Thursday and for the rest of the school year (thank god) ughhh once you have to leave for college youll understand! These have been my friends since I was in elementary school! And plus, Im not good with change.
Im gunna stop now, I always write more than I mean to. So... bye everyone. Im out of the state!
I was really sad earlier because I felt that no one really cared I was leaving. But I got that out of my system. I think Im just actually really nervous about college and stuff. Ive said it all before.. being afraid of no one liking me, not being good enough in my classes, not being good enough in the guard. Im going to be living with someone I dont know at all. And she kind of seems a little controlling lol Im not the greatest with people telling me what to do, unless I ask them to.
So I guess Ill just see how it goes.
I guess I dont have too much to worry about because I will be online like everyday, so for the people that care, Ill still be able to talk. and Ill get my shepherd contact info up and stuff just incase someone needs me for something, I dunno.
It was really hard saying goodbye to Kati, Dakota, and Jenny today. Jill Im going to see on Thursday and for the rest of the school year (thank god) ughhh once you have to leave for college youll understand! These have been my friends since I was in elementary school! And plus, Im not good with change.
Im gunna stop now, I always write more than I mean to. So... bye everyone. Im out of the state!