Feb 15, 2005 00:38
Man, decisions are hard!! Maybe it's because I'm a woman . . . I'm so indecisive! I'm still grappling with whether or not I should study abroad. There are times when I really, really want to try something new and exciting and then there are others when I'm just like, "But look at what I'll be missing here . . ." So I don't know. I'm meeting with a study abroad advisor-lady to see if it's still a viable option for me. If not, I guess it makes my decision pretty easy, doesn't it? :)
In other news, the fourth week of the semester has started and I have decided that I cannot stand most of my classes. Which makes things really hard for me! See, I had a Mammalogy test today, that I really put off studying for until yesterday evening. I don't think I did so hot on it, but the most disturbing thing is that I don't really care. Honestly, I don't. I'm so apathetic that it's disgusting. I guess I'm just more focussed on other things that I'd prefer to do . . . like Circle K or Sigma Kappa stuff. (shrug) I guess.
Oh!!! And I got my first speeding ticket today. Grrr. I was pretty upset at the time, but I acted like a total bitch so I got my revenge. He, he. There was a speed trap on my usual route to school and I was speeding, unfortunately. I've been so good about staying under or at the speed limit since last semester .. .ugh. So, there were about four cops just hanging out on the side of the road taking turns walking in front of cars to pull them over and clocking cars as they came down the hill. The cop pulls me over, asks to see my usual documents, the whole drill. Only, I kept my music on the whole time and then when he went to the car to write a ticket, I called Mike to let him know that I'd be late, picked up trash in my car, turned the music up louder, got out of my car to check my schedule in my truck, etc. He came back to give me the ticket and I kept the music on, grabbed the ticket from him while he was explaining the whole ticket thing, signed it, said, "I've been through this before," took my slip and drove off. Well, I wasn't quite that much of a bitch, he said a few things in there too, but still, I tried to be as annoying as possible without pissing him off. I mean, I know that I was breaking the law by speeding, but for heaven's sake, there are much more dangerous drivers on the freeway and the wider roads than the little road I was on .. . okay, now I'm just rationalizing. Oh well, I'm over it now but I was pretty pissed at the time. Luckily, it's been about two years since my last traffic ticket, so I can actually take defensive driving to keep this off my record. Thank goodness for small favors I guess. Damn, another one of my Saturdays wasted. At least I've been through it already. I'll just bring my homework and get something done while I'm in there. I just have the worst driving luck, don't I? Two tickets and four accidents all in a time frame of four years. How, I ask you? How?!
Other than that, life moves on. Looking forward to an exchange with Sigma Epsilon this Thursday, so that should be pretty exciting. The theme is "Italian Wedding" which apparently differs from a regular wedding in that everyone wears black? No idea. Oh! And I've decided to cut my hair short! I'm pretty stoked about it and so is my stylist. She's been wanting to chop my hair off for awhile and now I'm finally doing to do it. I'll try to post pictures, if I can figure out how . . .