so confused
So I finally talked to Matt last night. Sorry to Danielle who came all the way here and I didn't even get a chance to go eat with her. I owe you a dinner okay.
The talk was a good way for both of us to tell the other how we feel. He is still hurt about the fact that I didn't tell him from the begining I had a past with Alberto...but honestly, he is such a scumbag that I didn't want anyone to know. I did clear up one rumor that was totally false. I don't know if he believes me but at least I got to tell my side of the story...aka THE TRUTH. Trust is keeping us apart. I trust him completely but he doesn't know if he can fully trust me yet. We decided to be friends but when we were saying goodbye it became very emotional and now I am confused. But right now I am gonna focus on gaining his trust and being the best friend to him that I can possibly be. I have definetly learned my lesson here and also I decided to become a better person. My first act of the day was giving a donation to the boy scouts in front of Walmart. Its not much but I am finally thinking of others before myself...something I haven't done in a couple months...I am finally getting my life in order.
The talk was a good way for both of us to tell the other how we feel. He is still hurt about the fact that I didn't tell him from the begining I had a past with Alberto...but honestly, he is such a scumbag that I didn't want anyone to know. I did clear up one rumor that was totally false. I don't know if he believes me but at least I got to tell my side of the story...aka THE TRUTH. Trust is keeping us apart. I trust him completely but he doesn't know if he can fully trust me yet. We decided to be friends but when we were saying goodbye it became very emotional and now I am confused. But right now I am gonna focus on gaining his trust and being the best friend to him that I can possibly be. I have definetly learned my lesson here and also I decided to become a better person. My first act of the day was giving a donation to the boy scouts in front of Walmart. Its not much but I am finally thinking of others before myself...something I haven't done in a couple months...I am finally getting my life in order.