Look inside these eyes...do you see forever?

Feb 08, 2006 02:11

Whew. This is gonna be a busy week.

I have a bazillion tests to study for, not to mention the papers I have to write, plus work, an Individualized Education Program workshop, etc etc etc...

I'm already beat. My eyes no longer want to open and close, my stomach is in knots (I think I'm getting sick). I am trying my damnedest to be an over-achiever this semester, by participating in some new clubs and taking advantage of all the educational opportunities thrown my way, but damn. I barely get a minute to breathe.

I've been going through a lot of crap with Eric the last couple of weeks, what with my starting at Bdubs, us spending a lot more of our free time together, and a couple complete misunderstandings, we have almost "broken up" (though we're not technically together) about 23 different times. I think we have finally reached a sort of peace for the moment though, and we are going to continue to attack this thing we call a relationship head-on.

Work is actually going fairly well; I thought I even did a pretty good job on Super Bowl Sunday, though Eric (in his attempt to not show any favoritism in the workplace) mentioned that he didn't think I was the best person for the job...I certainly didn't think so either! I was slow, but I was as fast as I could be, and I didn't screw anything up...which is more than what can be said for him. On the other hand, he had more to balance than I did, being that he had to take phone-in orders AND sell the phone-in orders when they came in for pick-up. All I had to do was take new orders coming in - and there were significantly fewer of those.

Regardless, I have some new-found confidence in myself, being that I conquered one of my fears...the fear of the cash register.

Lots of love...and I apologize to those friends I have lost touch with as of late. It's nothing personal, I promise. I just SUCK at making time for people when everything else is going on...life happens, as they say.
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