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I've felt so "blah" the last few days. there hasn't really been a "good part" to any of my days recently. there have been ok moments, but they are definately overshadowed by everything else happening in the day. I feel like I never have time for myself and that I'm constantly doing something. I'm too busy. I just wanna sleep all day!! and then there is this stupid thing in my ear. I'm not sure what it is.. but it gets all crusted over, then pops itself open and bleeds for a while. then it scabs back over (and it itches then!! but I try not to scratch it or anything) only to do it again a while later. it hurts really bad. and I've been so busy the last week or so that I haven't even had time to think about going to the doctor to get it checked or fixed or anything. grr.. anyways, its late, and I've been up since about 6am and i had a really long day. I need sleep to do good on my math midterm tomorrow. blah.