My escape
My escape from everything is music. I love it. I love listening to it, I love singing it. I love driving around at night just singing to the darkness. Music is definately one of the top, if not the top, passion I have. I play a song, start singing, and everything else fades away. I don't worry about the noisiness of the hall, the crappy day I had, the crappy way I feel, how tired I feel, all of my frustrations. everything disappears. As soon as I start singing, I never want to do anything else with my life. I just want to sing! I want to make music! I want to be someone else's escape! but, it just seems so impractical. it feels like I'd be wasting my other talents if I simply pursue singing. I suppose I have a lot to think about. like what I want from life, what I want to do with my life... everything. the people I really want to be around. I also need to start taking better care of myself.. and maybe actually eating, and eating better food- not just fast food. Music just makes me want to be better. music makes me come alive. I love it. singing seems to complete me. its too bad I'm so shy about it... or I'd be singing all the time! like Jesse did in the hallways at school at the time! I suppose I should turn the music down and do my homework....