Oct 11, 2005 09:10
I'm at the point of giving up. yes, I give up. I'm done calling and trying to get in touch with the boy. the boy can get ahold of me if he wants. I can't handle the frustration of that on top of everything else going on right now. I really just wanted someone to be there for me, and I thought that you wanted to be with me, but I guess not. whatever. if I'm wrong, let me know. I'm done trying to get in contact with you. I've tried for the last 5 days, and thats enough.
in other news, I have a spanish written test tomorrow, that I'm actually a little nervous for since its the first one. and I have my first astronomy test on friday, and I'm definately scared for that. too much to do this week, and definately not enough time to do it all. not enough time in a day to get everything done, and still remember to do the essentials, like eating and sleeping... 2 things I've been giving up in order to try and accomplish everything else that needs to be done. probably not a good thing, but oh well. having so much to do and so little time makes me an unhappy person.. especially since I don't have any sort of a social life anymore. well, I do still have my wednesday night Lost viewing with Brent, and occasional times with Katie, but that's about it. random other things with other people when we have time.. like the football game with kate last friday. I don't even hardly see or hang out with my roomie, and thats sad since we occupy the same small space just about every day.
and now, its time for a quick nap, or maybe some food... and then I should do some homework. bye all!