Functioning.
Lack of updates because I honestly have nothing positive to say. And I just don't want to waste the energy or mental capacity tell the rest of you how much I sincerely hate my life right now. I haven't even started work yet; instead of originally starting on the 4th of this month, I now begin on February 8th. Long story which I really don't want to get into presently.
I'm incredibly lonely here in Jersey and it's downright suffocating. This entire situation is venomous, and I'm just desperately trying to keep my head above water, and honestly failing.
I know I bitched a lot in the last couple years about the schoolwork and all the other crap, but they pale in comparison to this. I just want a damn sign knowing that whatever I'm doing will eventually get me to where I need to be. Because what I'm doing now is far from it.
Best news these days is I've completely revamped my website. Nearly done, just needs some tweaks.
God. I'm just so frustrated because I know exactly what I want to be doing in life and I still can't seem the find the break I need. 2009 really has a death grip.
I'm incredibly lonely here in Jersey and it's downright suffocating. This entire situation is venomous, and I'm just desperately trying to keep my head above water, and honestly failing.
I know I bitched a lot in the last couple years about the schoolwork and all the other crap, but they pale in comparison to this. I just want a damn sign knowing that whatever I'm doing will eventually get me to where I need to be. Because what I'm doing now is far from it.
Best news these days is I've completely revamped my website. Nearly done, just needs some tweaks.
God. I'm just so frustrated because I know exactly what I want to be doing in life and I still can't seem the find the break I need. 2009 really has a death grip.