Jan 30, 2006 00:50
Just thought I'd give a little update. I work, I go to school, I work, I go to school....... thats what I do. I am still confused about what I want to do with my life and I feel like I continuously make the wrong decisions about life.....especially my love life. BUT.........at the moment, I am not freaked out. I know that most people are confused, I am young, and mistakes will happen. I just hope I don't make any mistakes that are going to alter my life drastically.
I am having surgery on February 10th at North Texas Hospital off of Mayhill. It's supposed to be a simple little day surgery but I'm not going to lie, I'm a little nervous. I just feel like my body has gone through so much in the past year or so.
School is going to be fine this semester. Hard but fine. I have decided that I am going to do what needs to be done. Although I have no idea what the goal is anymore.
My roommate, Larissa, is moving out wednesday. I'm kind of sad. I'm going to miss her.
The other roommate has been acting kind of strange. So I have been keeping to myself. But I tend to do that anyways.
There are people in my life that I kind of wish I could get rid of....like, make it as if they were really never apart of my life. It would so much easier that way. Then, I wouldn't have to have all the memories, mistakes, and regrets that come with them. They would have never influenced my life. That would be GREAT. I'll work on making that possible. Let me know if you have any suggestions.
Well, I think thats it for now. I &hearts you guys. All of you.