screaming on the inside
I'm freakin stressed out... I'm tired but I can't sleep. I have a trial brief due on Friday but I can't seem to make myself focus on things. I'm uncomfortable in my own skin and I feel like screaming but I can't. I'm good at going through the motions and pretending things are ok... but inside I'm just so overwhelmed... I dont know what I'm going to do when it's the middle of the semester since I'm breaking down so early. I need time....more time. I think I just need to get it done so I can stop thinking about it. I feel horrible because for the first time in my life this year... grades haven't been a priority. It's like I know it's hard so I stop trying and settle for mediocrity... everything just piles up and I can't do anything about it. I feel like my body is rejecting itself because I'm so stressed out... I've had headaches everyday this week. I'm so exhausted. I just wanna curl up in a ball.....