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Why? well i guess the real question is how. How can someone be so oblivious to the heart break they cause someone everyday? How can they look in a persons eyes day in and day out, and not notice the pain they cause? How can they lie to not only themselves but also someone who cares about them so much? How can they say they love you when it's not really true?
And that all sucks...but the sickest part is, that he is truly blind to what he does to me. He makes me happier than i've ever been... yet he also has the power to make my stomach turn with regrets for ever believing a word he said.
I guess i knew this wouldn't be forever. But i thought t wouldnt ever end. which makes no sense. Im still so confused at what to do. Things need to change if this is gonna work out.
i hate not being in control of my emotions.
regrettingly yours
kel
And that all sucks...but the sickest part is, that he is truly blind to what he does to me. He makes me happier than i've ever been... yet he also has the power to make my stomach turn with regrets for ever believing a word he said.
I guess i knew this wouldn't be forever. But i thought t wouldnt ever end. which makes no sense. Im still so confused at what to do. Things need to change if this is gonna work out.
i hate not being in control of my emotions.
regrettingly yours
kel