Jan 11, 2010 03:12
Lots of decisions to make in the next six months... Moving to FL, looking for a new job and daycare, filing for divorce (FINALLY) and getting engaged, hopefully!
I'm really excited that Mike will be leaving Iraq in 32 days! I'm super duper duper excited for him to come home, but I'm reaaaaly nervous too! I'm so afraid it's gonna be awkward at the airport. Even if it's just us... i"m worried! If it's Ellen and the kids, MORE worried... I just don't want anyone to feel left out or weird... namely ME. Of course the kids come first, I know that, but I dont wanna just be hanging out there in the background with Ellen.
And not just the actual airport, but everything else... We've both changed a lot... even our relationship has grown in a lot of different ways.
Well, it's time to sleep.... pass some of the time that my sweet wonderful some-day-husband-to-be is gone!
32 dyas to go!