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The last week has been full of surprises. The man that I love has come back to me. We've had several days together that were just like old times, without the drama of Drunk Matt. He says we just need to take things slow. I'm so happy, but I can't help but feel like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I really do trust him, it is myself that I don't trust. For our relationship to be successful this time around, I have to make it a point not to make my choices his. Right now, I want to be with him all the time, but I know that that is not going to make the situation any better. He needs his space and I need to respect that, but it's difficult. It is especially difficult considering we haven't been together in 9 months and I miss all the little things that were "Kelly and Matt." Pray for me that I have the patience to just let things happen and that I get my "Happily Ever After." Goodness knows I deserve it...