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Well hello. Old livejournal... this is a good reliable place to collect myself. So, I guess I came here to complain about life again. hmmm. well not complain, because I know all the things that have been going on with me are helping me, to be a better person. it's just strange, and not easy, you know? Of course, livejournal knows!
So I was in this relationship until last night... we'd dated over a month. Which for me is a long time. Because if I don't really feel potential to go all the way, then I won't put my heart into it. And after a month it didn't feel right. Maybe just the timing, maybe the girl. But I'm confident it was more than my typical over-analyzations. So, you know, we 'broke up'. And it was great though. The best break up of my life! Communication is key. She was so good about it, and after telling her how I was starting to feel, combined with the other obstacle of me heading back to Utah for school in 6 weeks, it was very mutual. Like TOO mutual. Ha. I'm so impressed with how things ended... funny, saying 'ended'. She means a lot to me.
Anyway, any change in one's dating status like another run on some sporadic rollercoaster supposedly representing life. So that's me, right now, and that's why I turned back to ol livejournal, hooray! That's good enough I'd say, goodnight.
So I was in this relationship until last night... we'd dated over a month. Which for me is a long time. Because if I don't really feel potential to go all the way, then I won't put my heart into it. And after a month it didn't feel right. Maybe just the timing, maybe the girl. But I'm confident it was more than my typical over-analyzations. So, you know, we 'broke up'. And it was great though. The best break up of my life! Communication is key. She was so good about it, and after telling her how I was starting to feel, combined with the other obstacle of me heading back to Utah for school in 6 weeks, it was very mutual. Like TOO mutual. Ha. I'm so impressed with how things ended... funny, saying 'ended'. She means a lot to me.
Anyway, any change in one's dating status like another run on some sporadic rollercoaster supposedly representing life. So that's me, right now, and that's why I turned back to ol livejournal, hooray! That's good enough I'd say, goodnight.