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So I just pulled out my real journal to write... since I haven't for a few months. And theres only one page left! I need a new journal!! This makes me sad. And I was thinking where else I could I just write... because I don't want it to be in some random notebook, and I don't want it on a loose piece of paper because I'll lose it... so I was

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first off. this comment is funny. yo so funny! next, kendis is cute, leave her alone. oh and with ashley... umm yeah remember when i told you i was kind of dating someone and you wanted to know more and see pics and stuff. oh well it didnt last (not to be mean heheh)! YEA, though, when i started getting closer to abf and we started having gmail chat jokes and acronyms and moreeeeeeee it really started reminded me of tkc and tmm and evrything else :). im weird but i like stuff like that! i dont know what it is though i never want to put myself out there when i get close to people. i have a fear that if i give more than they put into the friendship something will go wrong. i have to get past this. RISKS. sometimes we need to take RISKS. but i went for it on sunday, remember! i think i just needed to learn for myself whats worth it and what isnt you know!?

yeah though i've learned a lot about life and relationships from you and many peoples. i'm glad im not so weak and just a jerk that i have to pretend to avoid people i care about... thats lame. i like your advice to not date anyone til the end of that semester. that relieved me, because after what you were saying that other day i felt like i should start trying to date someone. but i'm agreed, just tough it out, go home for the summer and then we'll see what happens. yeah? yeah.

ps lets be frienddddddddddddds! i hope no ONE reads this except you and wessel, EVER.